Pop icon Madonna opened to her fans about medical fear she had this year, speaking fans at her concert in Brooklyn, New York, on the weekend that she spent 48 hours in a coma.

During her performance on Saturday, Madonna revealed that she had been in a medically challenged coma for two days during the summer. She thanked her friend Siobhan, who she deserved to save her life.

“I don’t take anything that happened for granted,” Madonna said, “there are some very important people here who were with me at the hospital. There is one very important woman who dragged me to the hospital. … I used further under my Bathrooms and woke up in Icu. ”

Her manager Guy Oseary said in June that Madonna was in intensive care for several days after infecting a serious bacterial infection. She was forced to delay the opening of the Celebration TUR, which was to be opened in mid-July.

She said she woke up with all six of her children near her bed, joking that she had to “almost die” to get them all in one room. The first thought after that was about her mother, “because my mother died of cancer and she was alone.”

“I was thinking, what if I left my children?” she said. “That would destroy me if I left my children at the moment at this point. … How scared she was that she had to know that she would leave us all behind us.”

Madonna added that sometimes something so extremely so extremely needed to remember the fear and loneliness that pass through which we pass through.